Saturday, 22 September 2012

loving mother, sporting sister, brother tiger, darling ♥, dear friends

   things are getting harder nowadays. everything are pulling me to the opposite direction of gravity. i want to drag things to me instead of being dragged. but that's how law of life at this time. there are times where u at the top and bottom. but no matter what it is, i'm having faith in me. thanks to all the people i have mention. my mother giving me more love than anyone else i can feel. LOVE YOU MOMMY dee:* a sister, in faraway kingdom, letting her wings spread wide, waiting for the right time to free me, always there for me, always know how to comfort me, my crying pal, Jasmine. and my brother for being my punching bag, with me 24/7, know me 95%, making me stronger with his tiger strength, BobSie.
   ahh, my darling love, for giving me extra love, who try hard to gain my trust, who i prank always, making me laugh, making me cry, whom i hurt always, whom willing to forgive me now and then, oversensitive love, who always try to make me feel better. last but not least, my personal Dr, Raazak. my dearest friends:
- akmal, my favourite person, i used to think of him as my big brother, who annoyed me, who have a serious mood swing problem, or so i thought, who is lovable, and SERIOULY serious and people said, "suffer in silence type of guy". people said,
- kimilisa, this girl, not attracted to guy, my besties, always remind me that there's 2 types of guy (i) who loves u for real, (ii) who only using u for their own benefits. love her now and then.
- lor clarice, knows a lot about me being fakely innocent. if only people knows. hehe, she's the best. lend me her shoulder to cry. love u gal.
- glory, this clown girl who have a lot of passion to his dear true love whom to me is not that usefull. NO OFFENSE. she always need my hugs, give me a piece of mind after her telling of experience with her dear true love.
- ahraa, this cute sensitive girl, a genius, help me to the end of world, passion with her friends, love choco bun. seriously supportive.
- finn, (...)'s prince. class personal radio. have nice voice, futuristic mind, nice talking, annoying.
- erica, naughty girl, finn's cousin, L.O.L pal of mine.
- eddo, look like English lady, who have serious prob of controlling her laughter, my hugging pal. teddybear.
i am very sorry if my descriptions offended u guys. but i love u guys the way u are, don't B a stranger. cheerio~

                                                                                                        sincerely yours:

OURS guitar chords

Chords Used:
C    x32010
Am   x02210
F    x33211
G/B  x20033
G    320033

Intro: C  Am  F

  C       Am                 F
Elevator buttons and morning air
  C               Am                        F
Strangers silence makes me wanna take the stairs
    C                 Am                   F
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares
           C  G/B            F   
But right now, my time is theirs

  C                        Am            F
Seems like theres always someone who disapproves
        C                  Am                F
Theyll judge it like they know about me and you
          C                 Am           F
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
            C  G/B                F   G/B
The jury's out, but my choice is you

    F                    G 
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G          Am
And life makes love work  hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours

C  Am  F

 C                   Am                     F   
They never know what people have up their sleeves
 C                     Am                F             
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
 C               Am                 F
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
             C   G/B                        F    G/B
But I don't care, cause right now you're mine

                F                     G            
And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G         Am
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours

C  Am  F

C  Am  F

Am              G            F
And it's not theirs to speculate
         C    G   Am             G   
If it's wrong and your hands are tough 
             F          C      G 
but they are where mine belong and
Am                 G                  
I'll fight their doubt and give you
F               C    G   F     G
faith with this song for you

C                Am                F
Cause I love the gap between your teeth
C                Am               F
And I love the riddles that you speak
          C                    Am             F                     
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos 
C               G/B                  F    G/B
will be ignored cause my heart is yours

    F                     G
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F           G        Am
And life makes love look hard

    F                     G
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G          C    Am
But they can't take what's ours
 F          G           Am
They can't take what's ours
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours <3

Friday, 23 March 2012


guess who?

i seriously don't know what to do now. there is going to B a fight if this guy, don't leave me alone. i mean, he knows that i have some one else. so why is he coming back, pleading me to B his? this doesn't make sense. i'm afraid that i'll turn out to B real STUPID. i often choose the wrong person to love. but now, i kndda sure that i've chosen right. this terrible guy, i'm afraid that i LEAVE the very person i love for this guy. everything went just well, oopss, wrong word, everything went very well 'till he came. HELP ME!! huhu. i don't wanna B fooled. most important of all, i don't cheat. I LOVE MY JACK SO MUCH already that (. . .). what shud i do? dammit. i have to tell a person at least. my beloved calorline, sure as hell know.

Thursday, 19 January 2012

my 1st BM masterpiece

hidup di 4UMS ada komlpeksnya,
banyak cabaran yang tidak diduga,
disitu wujudlah sebuah keluarga,
berkumpul bersama melakar cita.

alkisah tercipta permulaan segalanya,
dibintangi seorang raja, 5 putera, 6 puteri,
bakal terlakar segala kenangan,
mencari sebuah makna kehidupan.

bermula dengan raja kami,
ke sana, ke sini, entah apa yang dicari,
Ong Chun Kiat, bapa kami,
tak melawak pun orang geli hati.

Adlie orangnya nampak bersahaja,
suka menyanyi, tak tau la berdansa?(dance on the floor)
"menyanyi ja kau", orang kata.
"background music ba", jawabnya.(-.-")

ratu ketawa pangkat diberi,
itu la gadis digelar Echon,
lain pula dengan si Alice,
minat lelaki berwajah wanita .(korean gay?)

bermata kuyu, ala-ala gadis arab,
hakikatnya kurang tidur gara- gara mangaka(gila anime)
itu lah Ain Hilya nama diberi
kecil molek, lantang bicaranya.

suara lembut bila berkata,
takut jatuh saham agaknya,(natural ba kan cat?hee)
Cathy Lo, itu lah orangnya,
penggemar kucing, mungkin lah.

gadis solehah menjadi idaman,
macam Raha saja orangnya ?(HEHE)
dialah Fariz penuh dengan ragam,
tegas bila berbicara, entah apa-apa la yang dikatakannya.

selalu keliru bila disapa,
selalu mencubit bila diusik,
itulah Loly @ si pindik,
bila berlari, terkedek-kedek.

berasal dari jiran sebelah,
lari rumah, 4UMS rumah barunya,
dia lah Carlvin, suke
cari gaduh ngan empunya seloka.(tu laa)

lain pula dengan si Khairul,
asyik ternanti-nanti sendirian,
inginkan bintang jadi miliknya,
"apalah jawapan 'her'? ", fikirnya(:P)

orangnya WOW!! handsome, mesti la,
suka mengusik, empunya seloka mangsanya,
dia Raazak, orang cakap dia tak dengar,
terpinga - pinga pula dia jadinya.

sedih-sedih, ketawa juga dia,
begitulah gelagatnya diusik orang diatas (ehem ehem)
itu Jashrina empunya seloka,
lagak bersahaja, tetapi ada "udang di sebalik mee"

seloka dicoret, penuh makna,
sebagai tatapan menjelangnya senja,
penghibur hati di dukalara,
memang ada silap dan salah,
jari disusun, maaf la yaa ?


Monday, 26 December 2011

th very Mr. Once in GREEN

it takes ONE DAY to know a  name,
a few more to know its owner,
....a second of mixed feelings....
....2 second to HATE someone....
By the 3rd second, you love that person
the rest of ETERNITY to forget that very person and your hugest mistake of leaving him.

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Forever Friends

well, i don't know what to do. it's too soon, the going to school part i mean. i'm not ready for the biggest changes of my life (around friends). i just can't accept that my bestfriend have to go to other class. we're not going to be in the same class again. i don't want to let my hope down, but, it didn't dive me any chance, since everyone is telling me to accept that i'm going to be in that class without my bestest friend ever.a few people might understands what i feel. i know it already but still, no matter what happen later , she's gonna be my FOREVER FRIENDS :) with Karmelisa Esmade.

Saturday, 24 December 2011

I Tried

i tried to rest, but i was too stressed,
i tried to cry, but my tears would just dry,
i tried to love, but mt heart couldn't love,
i tried to be me, but mt friends wouldn't let me,
i tried, i tried, again and again and so on.
will i try to rest and love again ???