Suffer in Silence

well, what can i say? m terribly suffocated. my love, that very person, left me without words. today yelling the dreaded three words bomb "I LOVE YOU" and the next day, he got new girlfriend. seriously, how can m not suffocated? it's like my chest been punched a hole. i can feel the air passing through, realizing the piece has gone. by that, every night, i scream endlessly. realizing how hard to move on. i present myself as a healthy, cheerful person outside while i bleed inside and suffer in silence that no one (yet) understands. that's what i wanna let out for now.