CONFUSED!!

guess who?

i seriously don't know what to do now. there is going to B a fight if this guy, don't leave me alone. i mean, he knows that i have some one else. so why is he coming back, pleading me to B his? this doesn't make sense. i'm afraid that i'll turn out to B real STUPID. i often choose the wrong person to love. but now, i kndda sure that i've chosen right. this terrible guy, i'm afraid that i LEAVE the very person i love for this guy. everything went just well, oopss, wrong word, everything went very well 'till he came. HELP ME!! huhu. i don't wanna B fooled. most important of all, i don't cheat. I LOVE MY JACK SO MUCH already that (. . .). what shud i do? dammit. i have to tell a person at least. my beloved calorline, sure as hell know.

my 1st BM masterpiece

hidup di 4UMS ada komlpeksnya,
banyak cabaran yang tidak diduga,
disitu wujudlah sebuah keluarga,
berkumpul bersama melakar cita.

alkisah tercipta permulaan segalanya,
dibintangi seorang raja, 5 putera, 6 puteri,
bakal terlakar segala kenangan,
mencari sebuah makna kehidupan.

bermula dengan raja kami,
ke sana, ke sini, entah apa yang dicari,
Ong Chun Kiat, bapa kami,
tak melawak pun orang geli hati.

Adlie orangnya nampak bersahaja,
suka menyanyi, tak tau la berdansa?(dance on the floor)
"menyanyi ja kau", orang kata.
"background music ba", jawabnya.(-.-")

ratu ketawa pangkat diberi,
itu la gadis digelar Echon,
lain pula dengan si Alice,
minat lelaki berwajah wanita .(korean gay?)

bermata kuyu, ala-ala gadis arab,
hakikatnya kurang tidur gara- gara mangaka(gila anime)
itu lah Ain Hilya nama diberi
kecil molek, lantang bicaranya.

suara lembut bila berkata,
takut jatuh saham agaknya,(natural ba kan cat?hee)
Cathy Lo, itu lah orangnya,
penggemar kucing, mungkin lah.

gadis solehah menjadi idaman,
macam Raha saja orangnya ?(HEHE)
dialah Fariz penuh dengan ragam,
tegas bila berbicara, entah apa-apa la yang dikatakannya.

selalu keliru bila disapa,
selalu mencubit bila diusik,
itulah Loly @ si pindik,
bila berlari, terkedek-kedek.

berasal dari jiran sebelah,
lari rumah, 4UMS rumah barunya,
dia lah Carlvin, suke
cari gaduh ngan empunya seloka.(tu laa)

lain pula dengan si Khairul,
asyik ternanti-nanti sendirian,
inginkan bintang jadi miliknya,
"apalah jawapan 'her'? ", fikirnya(:P)

orangnya WOW!! handsome, mesti la,
suka mengusik, empunya seloka mangsanya,
dia Raazak, orang cakap dia tak dengar,
terpinga - pinga pula dia jadinya.

sedih-sedih, ketawa juga dia,
begitulah gelagatnya diusik orang diatas (ehem ehem ♥)
itu Jashrina empunya seloka,
lagak bersahaja, tetapi ada "udang di sebalik mee"

seloka dicoret, penuh makna,
sebagai tatapan menjelangnya senja,
penghibur hati di dukalara,
memang ada silap dan salah,
jari disusun, maaf la yaa ?

-THE END-

th very Mr. Once in GREEN

it takes ONE DAY to know a  name,

a few more to know its owner,

....a second of mixed feelings....

....2 second to HATE someone....

By the 3rd second, you love that person

              &&&&&& 

the rest of ETERNITY to forget that very person and your hugest mistake of leaving him.

Forever Friends

well, i don't know what to do. it's too soon, the going to school part i mean. i'm not ready for the biggest changes of my life (around friends). i just can't accept that my bestfriend have to go to other class. we're not going to be in the same class again. i don't want to let my hope down, but, it didn't dive me any chance, since everyone is telling me to accept that i'm going to be in that class without my bestest friend ever.a few people might understands what i feel. i know it already but still, no matter what happen later , she's gonna be my FOREVER FRIENDS :) with Karmelisa Esmade.

I Tried

i tried to rest, but i was too stressed,
i tried to cry, but my tears would just dry,
i tried to love, but mt heart couldn't love,
i tried to be me, but mt friends wouldn't let me,
i tried, i tried, again and again and so on.
will i try to rest and love again ???

I TRIED!!

i ♥ my gorgeous friend

i wrote this for my gorgeous friend but while trying not to prove that i care.  trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare him away. well, he can't see he's making me crazy now and i don't believe he knows he's amazing how he has me holding my breath. so i'd never guess that i'm a none such unsuitable, suited for him.
I ♥MY GORGEOUS FRIEND !!!

4 Calorline Clarice Ong

When we first talked to each other, i knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing and I'll be here for you to the end.You listen when I have a problem and help dry the tears from my face.You take away my sorrow and put happiness in its place.
We can't forget the fun we've had, laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny. People think we're insane-If they only knew! I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend and being here with me through it all.