loving mother, sporting sister, brother tiger, darling ♥, dear friends

   things are getting harder nowadays. everything are pulling me to the opposite direction of gravity. i want to drag things to me instead of being dragged. but that's how law of life at this time. there are times where u at the top and bottom. but no matter what it is, i'm having faith in me. thanks to all the people i have mention. my mother giving me more love than anyone else i can feel. LOVE YOU MOMMY dee:* a sister, in faraway kingdom, letting her wings spread wide, waiting for the right time to free me, always there for me, always know how to comfort me, my crying pal, Jasmine. and my brother for being my punching bag, with me 24/7, know me 95%, making me stronger with his tiger strength, BobSie.
   ahh, my darling love, for giving me extra love, who try hard to gain my trust, who i prank always, making me laugh, making me cry, whom i hurt always, whom willing to forgive me now and then, oversensitive love, who always try to make me feel better. last but not least, my personal Dr, Raazak. my dearest friends:
- akmal, my favourite person, i used to think of him as my big brother, who annoyed me, who have a serious mood swing problem, or so i thought, who is lovable, and SERIOULY serious and people said, "suffer in silence type of guy". people said,
- kimilisa, this girl, not attracted to guy, my besties, always remind me that there's 2 types of guy (i) who loves u for real, (ii) who only using u for their own benefits. love her now and then.
- lor clarice, knows a lot about me being fakely innocent. if only people knows. hehe, she's the best. lend me her shoulder to cry. love u gal.
- glory, this clown girl who have a lot of passion to his dear true love whom to me is not that usefull. NO OFFENSE. she always need my hugs, give me a piece of mind after her telling of experience with her dear true love.
- ahraa, this cute sensitive girl, a genius, help me to the end of world, passion with her friends, love choco bun. seriously supportive.
- finn, (...)'s prince. class personal radio. have nice voice, futuristic mind, nice talking, annoying.
- erica, naughty girl, finn's cousin, L.O.L pal of mine.
- eddo, look like English lady, who have serious prob of controlling her laughter, my hugging pal. teddybear.
i am very sorry if my descriptions offended u guys. but i love u guys the way u are, don't B a stranger. cheerio~


                                                                                                        sincerely yours:
                                                                                                           sheena.

OURS guitar chords

Chords Used:
C    x32010
Am   x02210
F    x33211
G/B  x20033
G    320033


Intro: C  Am  F


Verse:
  C       Am                 F
Elevator buttons and morning air
  C               Am                        F
Strangers silence makes me wanna take the stairs
    C                 Am                   F
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares
           C  G/B            F   
But right now, my time is theirs

Verse:
  C                        Am            F
Seems like theres always someone who disapproves
        C                  Am                F
Theyll judge it like they know about me and you
          C                 Am           F
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
            C  G/B                F   G/B
The jury's out, but my choice is you

Chorus:
    F                    G 
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G          Am
And life makes love work  hard
                 F
The stakes are high
             G
The waters rough
                  
But this love is ours

C  Am  F

Verse:
 C                   Am                     F   
They never know what people have up their sleeves
 C                     Am                F             
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
 C               Am                 F
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
             C   G/B                        F    G/B
But I don't care, cause right now you're mine

Chorus:
                F                     G            
And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G         Am
And life makes love look hard
                F
The stakes are high
             G
The waters rough
                  
But this love is ours

C  Am  F

C  Am  F

Bridge:
Am              G            F
And it's not theirs to speculate
         C    G   Am             G   
If it's wrong and your hands are tough 
             F          C      G 
but they are where mine belong and
Am                 G                  
I'll fight their doubt and give you
F               C    G   F     G
faith with this song for you

Verse:
C                Am                F
Cause I love the gap between your teeth
C                Am               F
And I love the riddles that you speak
          C                    Am             F                     
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos 
C               G/B                  F    G/B
will be ignored cause my heart is yours

Chorus:
    F                     G
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F           G        Am
And life makes love look hard

Chorus:
    F                     G
So don't you worry your pretty little mind
  C                   Am
People throw rocks at things that shine
     F          G          C    Am
But they can't take what's ours
 F          G           Am
They can't take what's ours
                F
The stakes are high
             G
The waters rough
                  C
But this love is ours <3

CONFUSED!!

guess who?

i seriously don't know what to do now. there is going to B a fight if this guy, don't leave me alone. i mean, he knows that i have some one else. so why is he coming back, pleading me to B his? this doesn't make sense. i'm afraid that i'll turn out to B real STUPID. i often choose the wrong person to love. but now, i kndda sure that i've chosen right. this terrible guy, i'm afraid that i LEAVE the very person i love for this guy. everything went just well, oopss, wrong word, everything went very well 'till he came. HELP ME!! huhu. i don't wanna B fooled. most important of all, i don't cheat. I LOVE MY JACK SO MUCH already that (. . .). what shud i do? dammit. i have to tell a person at least. my beloved calorline, sure as hell know.

my 1st BM masterpiece

hidup di 4UMS ada komlpeksnya,
banyak cabaran yang tidak diduga,
disitu wujudlah sebuah keluarga,
berkumpul bersama melakar cita.

alkisah tercipta permulaan segalanya,
dibintangi seorang raja, 5 putera, 6 puteri,
bakal terlakar segala kenangan,
mencari sebuah makna kehidupan.

bermula dengan raja kami,
ke sana, ke sini, entah apa yang dicari,
Ong Chun Kiat, bapa kami,
tak melawak pun orang geli hati.

Adlie orangnya nampak bersahaja,
suka menyanyi, tak tau la berdansa?(dance on the floor)
"menyanyi ja kau", orang kata.
"background music ba", jawabnya.(-.-")

ratu ketawa pangkat diberi,
itu la gadis digelar Echon,
lain pula dengan si Alice,
minat lelaki berwajah wanita .(korean gay?)

bermata kuyu, ala-ala gadis arab,
hakikatnya kurang tidur gara- gara mangaka(gila anime)
itu lah Ain Hilya nama diberi
kecil molek, lantang bicaranya.

suara lembut bila berkata,
takut jatuh saham agaknya,(natural ba kan cat?hee)
Cathy Lo, itu lah orangnya,
penggemar kucing, mungkin lah.

gadis solehah menjadi idaman,
macam Raha saja orangnya ?(HEHE)
dialah Fariz penuh dengan ragam,
tegas bila berbicara, entah apa-apa la yang dikatakannya.

selalu keliru bila disapa,
selalu mencubit bila diusik,
itulah Loly @ si pindik,
bila berlari, terkedek-kedek.

berasal dari jiran sebelah,
lari rumah, 4UMS rumah barunya,
dia lah Carlvin, suke
cari gaduh ngan empunya seloka.(tu laa)

lain pula dengan si Khairul,
asyik ternanti-nanti sendirian,
inginkan bintang jadi miliknya,
"apalah jawapan 'her'? ", fikirnya(:P)

orangnya WOW!! handsome, mesti la,
suka mengusik, empunya seloka mangsanya,
dia Raazak, orang cakap dia tak dengar,
terpinga - pinga pula dia jadinya.

sedih-sedih, ketawa juga dia,
begitulah gelagatnya diusik orang diatas (ehem ehem ♥)
itu Jashrina empunya seloka,
lagak bersahaja, tetapi ada "udang di sebalik mee"

seloka dicoret, penuh makna,
sebagai tatapan menjelangnya senja,
penghibur hati di dukalara,
memang ada silap dan salah,
jari disusun, maaf la yaa ?

-THE END-

th very Mr. Once in GREEN

it takes ONE DAY to know a  name,

a few more to know its owner,

....a second of mixed feelings....

....2 second to HATE someone....

By the 3rd second, you love that person

              &&&&&& 

the rest of ETERNITY to forget that very person and your hugest mistake of leaving him.

Forever Friends

well, i don't know what to do. it's too soon, the going to school part i mean. i'm not ready for the biggest changes of my life (around friends). i just can't accept that my bestfriend have to go to other class. we're not going to be in the same class again. i don't want to let my hope down, but, it didn't dive me any chance, since everyone is telling me to accept that i'm going to be in that class without my bestest friend ever.a few people might understands what i feel. i know it already but still, no matter what happen later , she's gonna be my FOREVER FRIENDS :) with Karmelisa Esmade.

I Tried

i tried to rest, but i was too stressed,
i tried to cry, but my tears would just dry,
i tried to love, but mt heart couldn't love,
i tried to be me, but mt friends wouldn't let me,
i tried, i tried, again and again and so on.
will i try to rest and love again ???

I TRIED!!

i ♥ my gorgeous friend

i wrote this for my gorgeous friend but while trying not to prove that i care.  trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare him away. well, he can't see he's making me crazy now and i don't believe he knows he's amazing how he has me holding my breath. so i'd never guess that i'm a none such unsuitable, suited for him.
I ♥MY GORGEOUS FRIEND !!!

4 Calorline Clarice Ong

When we first talked to each other, i knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing and I'll be here for you to the end.You listen when I have a problem and help dry the tears from my face.You take away my sorrow and put happiness in its place.
We can't forget the fun we've had, laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny. People think we're insane-If they only knew! I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend and being here with me through it all.

Joke

clean joke:
" I'm going to bed with my teddy"
dirty joke:
"Teddy is the boy next door"

p/s : it's a joke. SERIOUSLY.

Let's Read

She whispered "will it hurt me?"
"Of course not" answered he
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."

She said "I'm very frightened,
I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times
And said it can be sore."

It was growing rather painful
Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been a size.

"Calm yourself" he whispered
"His face filled with a grin
"Try and open wider
So I can get it in."

"It's coming now" he whispered
"I know" she cried in bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I'm having this."

And with a final effort
She gave a frightened shout
He gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.

She lay back quite contended
Sighed and gave a smile
She said "I'm glad I came now
You made it worth my while."

Now if you read this carefully
The dentist you will find
Is not what you imagined
It's just your dirty mind!!

15 THINGS TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU'RE INSANE!!

1. Follow them around the house everywhere.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Run into walls.
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I’m a retard"
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time.
9. In public yell, "No Mom/Dad, I will not make out with you!!"
10. Do what they actually tell you.
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly.
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people.
13. At everything they say yell, Liar.
14. Try to swim in the floor.
15. Tap on their door all night.

Suffer in Silence

well, what can i say? m terribly suffocated. my love, that very person, left me without words. today yelling the dreaded three words bomb "I LOVE YOU" and the next day, he got new girlfriend. seriously, how can m not suffocated? it's like my chest been punched a hole. i can feel the air passing through, realizing the piece has gone. by that, every night, i scream endlessly. realizing how hard to move on. i present myself as a healthy, cheerful person outside while i bleed inside and suffer in silence that no one (yet) understands. that's what i wanna let out for now.